Did you React Today?
For sure, in one way shape or form, something or someone caused you to lose the plot, become emotional or in general just feel like crap about yourself. How long did it go one for? Did you punish yourself? Did you keep analysing the situation? Or did you blame someone/thing else? One thing that is very clear from this journey is the full circles that are forever presenting themselves, is this second opportunity at the same, or do we decide to do something new with it? I am fortunate to speak with a lot of other awakening souls on a daily basis, which gives me an incredible insight to the Univeral Encyclopedia of life on this crazy planet! We are all students and teachers, we all share our wisdom, knowing that what we say or do is going to have an impact in some way in our life.
As a resident student (and professor!) at the University of Life, it is an incredible opporunity to witness the growing shape of the new templates, the essential ongoing work and experimentation with different knowledge, as well as rediscovered wisdom. Where does all this come from we ask ourselves, because we would not say or do these things if they were not from within us. Yes we process millions of pieces of data on a daily basis, even when we dont think we are. Do you think we stop learning when we sleep, or watch TV, or read a book. We are processing and interpreting words, images and others emotions, and retaining what serves us.
Everything we say and do will have an effect on our own energy and that of others – we may not realise this at the time, but be sure what ever has been done will come back in one way shape or form – the Universal Law, what goes round comes around! How we interact with the energy is the test of our intuition or ego, handle it right and from the heart your energy will expand and vibrations rise. Handle it with the ego, and your energy will deminish and vibrations will lower. These two in balance, and you have harmony – a centre of love, compassion, empathy and trust. The balance in all that you do can be acheived, yet it is always going to be like the scales of justice. Each and every minute will see one side moving up or down, even the best trapeze artists need a pole to maintain their upright position.
Imagine yourself on a high wire, and the fall below has no safety net to catch you – it is a test of all that you have learned, your skill, dexterity and strength of mind and control of your thoughts that will see you slowly move one step at a time until you reach the other side. One thing you are able to do, is to stop and gain your composure before you move foward. Your adrenalin is pumping, your body sweating, your mind wants to go a million miles an hour, but it is focused on the objective – getting to the other side, safely.
As the natural elements of mother nature challenge us on the wire, we have to adjust our balance, we feel the wind, the rain, the cold and the warmth, in addition we feel our heart beating in our chest. We will also hear the words of determination coming to the forefront of our mind, you can do it, dont stop now, keep going – you also know very well you can’t turn back. You have begun the journey with total confidence and faith in your own abilities to reach the otherside without falling to a certain end. This is what made us get on the wire in the first place.
We have trained our psyche to block out all the lower virbrations and energies, to get us through – we have faith in all we are and in the Universe to take care of us. Our one safety net is the Universe – and this is tied around our waist, like an invisible cord. She will not allow us to fall, she will be with us every step of the way along the journey to the other side – where we will be greeted with a crowd of familiar faces…our team and support crew.
Can you picture this scene – what is waiting there? Our soul family, our loved ones, those that are going to be with us for the remainder of our journey. Can you feel the love encouraging you to make it. They want to simply hold us, congratulate us, kiss and hug us and to love us – for we are incredible beings, just look at what has been achieved to date. You deserve this wave of love – endure the wire for this is waiting at the end of it!
When we look at triggers or full circles, there is a reason for everything…dont say “oh no not this again!”…embrace and say “how can I manage this in a new way or differently”. We have our previous examples to learn from, and it is far to easy to repeat it. We are being asked by our soul to find a new way of approaching life and people. We are being called to break the old templates, and to create the new. New templates that will serve us and humanity at a higher vibration, Love.
We are all on a unique path, where we will be guided along the way. We will cross paths with many wonderful souls that will be there as a pillar of strength, or the balancing bar, or the cord around our waist. What we do with these are our free will. Because of the individuality of this journey, there are many things that we must do ourself. We are on a continuous path of reinventing ourself, and only we can do this. Only we can make the decision to change, as only we know our true life purpose and soul mission.
Noone can take this away from us, it is a process that we must go through to reach our true authentic self. There is no right or wrong way of doing things, each day should be treated as a lesson at the University of Life, try not to judge yourself, or to lower your vibrations. It is OK to feel upset or “bad”, embrace it and know you are on the right path. Learn how to tap into your own life lessons and call on your own wisdom. Reach out to your soul family members. Looking at the path I have been on, I have never closed my mind to watching, listening and learning – there are many masters who are willing to share their knowledge. As with any life lessons, we should not be afraid to ask for help or guidance, a genuine soul family member will be there to help you along the way.
In closing this rambling, there are beings that are present in our lives, that act as mirrors – they will reflect back, and will also be triggers in our day to day life. At this time, I know my daughter Amy, is one of those triggers. Today I know why she has come back to live with me! She is pushing every button and nerve, exactly the same way as my beloved does/did – and yes, I recognise the trigger, yet react (yes REACT) in the same way, as I have always.
Being a solo parent, achieving balance is very difficult, much like walking the high wire…but I have to find a way or means of maintaining the balance for the benefit of myself and a healthy relationship with my daughter and others in my life. This appears to be the only remaining trigger in my life at present, but I am open to more should they present. The objective for me now, is to remember the high wire, to control all those things and find a solution and the inner knowledge to create a new way of living with my beautiful daughter Amy. It can only come from love and my soul, I know together we will achieve this balance.
The raised voices, anger and frustration need to be replaced with compassion, empathy and understanding, as well as support from another dimension. This is an intersting scenario to say the least, and one I am sure that will lead to a new template being formed, one that is very much needed, and will serve as an example for others to learn from.
I am truly grateful to the Universe for allowing me this opportunity to shift to a higher vibration, and to help others reach the otherside of the high wire walk. For those who know me, know,I am there alongside and walking with you – should you need the cord around your waist, you can count on me to be there too. I am a student and a teacher, thank you for allowing me to learn and share too!
With love and light