What is it all about?
My Journal 13th April 2015
I see a lot of lost souls here searching and searching, but not feeling, they are blind to the real information.
The past 3 days my energies have been increasing, my frequency rising, my feelings inside overflowing, my love reaching levels I have never experienced before, dreams, sleepless nights, signs, numbers, giving guidance to strangers, sweating in bed, lucid dreams, constant images of my true twin, prophecies, writing poetry, expressing myself…so what is it all about??
My heart tells me this is the time, the time is right for the next phase of my journey, ahead, without fear or stress, no worries, no problems but in love with myself – and this is a magical frequency that is being transferred to my children, who are 12000 miles away, to friends in other countries, to people I do not even know. I have stopped analysing and questioning, instead I am living – it does not matter my rent is not paid, or my bills not paid, or I am not working, it will change – because I believe with all my heart that I have passed through the deepest darkest moments of my life – not being afraid any longer to talk openly about my past and to dealing with it, finally closing those dark doors behind, never to look back again.
Fear is the biggest threat to mankind, and we are forced to be this because it is what society expects us to conform – and that is the reality. It takes a brave man or woman to sacrifice the time (and in my case being alone 12 hours a day), to take off all the clothes, and stand in front of a mirror and look inside. The surface is irrelevant because beauty is inside, love is inside, and everything that you have is inside. Your skin and appearance is the wrapping, the wrapping to a wonderful innocent person, who is being driven to conform to societies wishes…only the rich get richer and the poor get poorer – the same applies to your body and soul. Love who you are, and the rest will be history – but be sure to go to the darkest realms of your life, and beyond into your past lives, clean up the mess that has been made, and you will arrive at the most wonderful place you have ever experienced.
If you have a twin, or are separated (as I am) this is the only path to take, your twin knows, and feels it all, they are helping you grow and you them – they say True love never dies – if you have the balls to do the above and more, you will discover it is a true expression. I have lived the most wonderful life in an illusion that has delivered the biggest pain and suffering anyone can go through – no one deserves that – that is when I made the decision and choice to get to the truth of who I am – because I know inside I am a wonderful soul – my twin leaving after some of the most painful experiences in my life – that was the icing on the cake!! And I say that not in jest, but with pride. Get to the lowest point and to get kicked again, icing on the cake. To fix that damage required a lot of work and commitment, it is painful – but it was 95% work I did myself for myself, so no matter the outcome, it is the best investment I have ever made in my life.
“I AM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE, I AM STILL LEARNING MY LIFE, I AM GROWING UP, IT IS AS IF I HAVE BEEN RE-BORN AS A 21 YEAR OLD- HONESTLY- NOW I HAVE A WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF ME”
The reality is, people like me can help by giving guidance and knowledge but the work has to be done by you – when you are ready, I suggest you find a full length mirror, strip naked, and stand in front of it – take a picture and laugh – when you have completed your work – do the same again – and see the difference.
Love and Light my fellow souls – I send you warmth and a hand to hold but be prepared to let go and take the journey alone)